just played a game with him and he played lycan, we had pretty bad lanes, and chen was in our wood and ganking/threatening me in mid. I had alche and played vs trax. anyhow, elare was non-responsive to any chat or pings on minimap, I had to spam both ways to get him move for killing chen 1 time, the rest of the game elare only made solo moves, either farming or suiciding on the enemy(sometimes taking one with him). several times he died when he went solo roshan without warning us, even without sayin a word.
After all we made quite well later in game, we had cent dazzle and lycan, and due to a well playin rest of the team, we were actually able to win.
elare didn really join a lot of teamfights, until I told him to join us, then he occasionally did.
Whatsoever, I think, personally, he is not a very good player, maybe not even good, but still I think that there is a place for him in xp, if he can improve a bit, especially work on map awarness and teamplay in general.
in short, i was with 3 from our team in the teamspeak, also the captain. I for myself was in a bad mood and told some heros i would like but he said no i get you lycan, even i pleased him this time not to but still he did and forced me to play. also they know when i was doing roshan. was a bad game i know for my self, still we managed to win
see, I dont really know you, but you appear to be a nice and calm person.
but you should realize, that simply being well mannered and calm isnt enough for some ppl in xp.
if you play like this, and you dont really intend to change it, you shouldnt really play in xp where you constantly upset other ppl.
I, for myself, do not care, and sadly I do not have the replay(was load I think) of the game I mentioned, but especially the scene in early game, when I wanted you to gank chen, or help me, shows me that you are far too self centered and not aware of anything else going on next to you / around the map.
This, in addition, explains your suicide attempts.
I understand that you dont want to play a specific hero at some time, but you might realize, that there is not always a team to support you and is near you, because sometimes you have to be with your team, and not be creeping on the opposite of the map.
I honestly think you should realize that you need some more concentration in xp games, and if youre not in the mood, go add in euro instead.
